Landing in India and Learning what it means to TRUST

aaah where do I even begin. I last left you at the airport in Kiev, Ukraine as I was about to make my last leg to India. I was feeling a mixture of anxiety, homesickness, "what am I getting myself into" and wanting to turn around and go back home to anything familiar and comfortable. … Continue reading Landing in India and Learning what it means to TRUST

musings on feelings//mini loving lately list

Hi my loves. Feeling the call to do a little musing/life update. It's a really weird feeling when your life is about to drastically change and since you have no idea of what the unknown will look like you keep going, business as usual, and find it super hard to imagine that in just one … Continue reading musings on feelings//mini loving lately list

city of apples – a poem

my friends live in a cluster in the city of lights or is that Paris they're in the city of apples you know which one i'm 3 hours north living my quiet domestic life by the seaside nestled in the theater forest with the foghorns and homemade ice creams and living in a Victorian mansion … Continue reading city of apples – a poem

turkish coffee – a poem

We ate simits covered in olive spread, thin little bagels so you don’t get schmutz on your face. After, we drank Turkish coffees strong like a shot. We read each other’s fortunes from the coffee grounds letting the spirit move through us. We saw rivers flowing in ravines and raccoons on mountains and energy leaving out of ourselves and cleaning … Continue reading turkish coffee – a poem

Merm Bullet Fridays pt. 2

Hi merm people! I'm inspired once again to do my own version of "bullet fridays" as done by Tim Ferris. Here's a bit about what's going on in my world this week and what I'm reading/listening to/learning/discovering: Song I'm Listening To: Only Hope from A Walk to Remember. This song is soo good and Natalie … Continue reading Merm Bullet Fridays pt. 2

unpopular opinion on manifesting – who is the creator of our lives?

My life is unfolding perfectly. I am exactly where I'm meant to be. These are some of my go-to mantras and I'm learning again and again that this is truth. I'm having a bit of a crisis of faith in the power of intention and manifesting because I wonder - do we really create our … Continue reading unpopular opinion on manifesting – who is the creator of our lives?

floating – a poem

I float underneath stars letting the north star be my focal point because it's the brightest and biggest and it seems to be right above me. The water moves like black silk and I let myself be carried. With each breath, I let go and relax deeper and deeper into my bed of waves. Underwater, … Continue reading floating – a poem

30 Day Creativity Challenge on Insta

Hi loves!! I shared this post on my Instagram but I'd love for you to join me in the month of August for a 30 day Creativity Challenge. The point of this challenge is to have FUN and to spend EACH day with your creativity doing something just for YOU. If you've been feeling un-inspired … Continue reading 30 Day Creativity Challenge on Insta

summer heat – a poem

The heat is oppressive like stepping out into suffocating silence like the oven is turned on too high and the buildings are caving in. We spend our Sunday inside reading fiction and memoirs sipping everything from rose gold iced lattes to iced teas to lavender Italian sodas to cucumber water - anything to distract us … Continue reading summer heat – a poem

adversity makes you fuck better – a poem

I can tell how much adversity someone’s faced By how good of a lover they are. The straight white male who grew up with the white picket fence and mom and dad and high school sports is always the worst Not because he doesn’t care, but just because nobody has ever taught him how  He … Continue reading adversity makes you fuck better – a poem